so behind.

i feel like i am so behind.
school begins wednesday.

supplies have been purchased,
outfits picked out,
new shoes ready...

but for some reason i don't feel ready.

aha!

i think it is not so much me feeling like i can't "get" ready,
as the fact that i am not ready.

i am sending all of my babies to school this year,
all day.

all six of them.

this will be the first time in 15 years i have not had little people under foot all day.

i kinda thought i would be thrilled.

but for some reason, i keep feeling behind, not ready.

physically i am there.
mentally, not so much.