and i don't know how to work my way out of it.
emotionally i think i am spent.
and my eyes are tired.
my jaw is tight.
my head is pounding.
and i don't feel like that even begins to scratch the surface.
the gravity of it all is,
there will be more.
i just feel so ill prepared at times.
and like there is no floor below me,
just falling, and falling,
with no end in sight.
i wish i could land for a sec.
catch my breath, you know?
guess it's time for some more ibuprofen.