it's a new year

it is so daunting beginning the first post of a new year.
what could i possibly say, that will bring what i want for my year ahead to fruition?
nothing.
there is absolutely nothing i can say.
all i can do is act.
and that is how i plan to be in 2009.
few words.
more action.
i pray that the unrest in my heart will never dull.
that the passion i carry so close to the surface these days won't fade with time.
may the discomfort i feel only grow.
may i never, never
be satisfied with how things are in the world.
with what i am doing.
with who i am.
may i be constantly changing, and more broken by every move.