Wide Awake

i know i spoke a while back about being in a state of waking up. like i had been in some sort of a sleep like state for too long.

much has happened.
and i am wide awake.

and longing to go back to sleep.

because sometimes the reality of truth is too much to take. too much to look on with open eyes. because sometimes i wish that i could close my eyes, and let the reality in my dreams, be the reality in my days.

this world is broken.
and seeing that for what it is, makes me want to close my eyes again.