All in

Is it possible to feel confusion and clarity at the same time?
Is it possible to know and not know all together?
Pain and love, in the same breath, the same heartbeat?
If it is,
I am there.
And it is not all together terrible. There is a mysterious joy in feeling...
even when the feelings are not good.
An exhilarating zing in my head, a quickening of the heart, knowing that I am alive, awake, and feeling.
Really feeling.