there is so much going on in my head,
and my heart seems to be in a constant state of unrest.
i struggle with how much to share, here, on the blog. but as you can see, when i am not writing, my posts are full of meaningless and superficial words and pictures. at times i feel like it will all explode, and at other times i feel like if i just tune it all out, it might actually go away. as if i even know what "it" is.
a lot of things i guess.
if i manage to muster up the courage to work it all out, i will let you know.